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Monologue

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What?
Are you joking? Mama, you’re joking, right?
No…No…
I just saw him last month…smiling. Laughing. Back-flipping… alive.
It’s impossible. You’re lying. You’re lying!
No! It’s not true. It can’t be true.
He was my friend. I mean…He is my friend. I love him.
He’s… he’s him. He can’t die. He doesn’t die. Nobody I know has ever died, my friends don’t die.  
Stop telling me. STOP TELLING ME. It’s not true.  I can’t believe you’re doing this.
Mama don’t…. No it’s NOT OK. He’s- he’s not. I was gonna call him…I was gonna tell him I loved him and I missed him. And-and I’m so glad he’s my friend. He means so much to me. You can’t take that away from me. No one can. He’s my friend. He’s my best friend. And I can’t lose him.  
Why does he do this? If god - is – love then why does he take away you’re friends. You’re family. You’re love, you’re happiness, you’re…life.
I hate god. I hate him. I hate him for taking away what’s mine.  
…Can I go too? Please? Please let me go. If I don’t have him…I don’t have anyone to turn to. I don’t have that hug. I don’t have that smile. I don’t have those arms. I don’t have that voice. I don’t have that hat. That skateboard. His hands. His hair. His face. His eyes…. I don’t have…I don’t have…
Jared
I was in an acting class for a bit, and this was a little while after Jared died, so i wrote a monologue about him. This is what i remember when my mom called me and told me what happened.
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rhi-chan13's avatar
This is so good. I seriously cried. May I use it, please? I'd be soo happy~